Monday...Still

I do not have good luck watching 48 Hours... Tonight a wife killed by her husbands of 20+ years.

Enter very drunk Nabal with food no one will eat. We know what he does to food when he's drunk.

And how does he not get caught drunk driving on Memorial Day?!

Anyway, I was dozing. He eats whopping and cursing loudly. Right beside me. The show goes through the basic premise of the episode. Nabal says to me, "I don't want you to die chicita. I need you in my life." (what the hell??) "Can I sleep with you tonight? I just want to play with you sometime." He falls backward into the corner of the wrap around couch. Last words: "Oh, but you never think of that." Nabal passes out. 10:40pm

Did I mention we have a last stop house for men in a recovery program down the street? They have all finished their years of recovery and this is their last step before they are in their own again. Nabal has a few of these guys drinking again... Really?! Our son...is disgusted. I would take any who wanted to go to church... Nabal is just selfish. Wants to prove no one can stop drinking. In fact hates the people who can and have, or people who can resist. All the while claiming he can stop anytime. Calling others he's coerced filthy drunks.

His other endearment tonight...I guess if you aren't willing to quit working...I have to keep getting drunk. As my witness, go to the beginning of all this and you see me home dealing with angry kids and keeping his business together- and him drinking again. He says come home and we can build a big business. When he gets big, and he was, he tells me it's his money...and blows it. Nope, didn't cause it, got nothing to do with it!