One step forward, two...

I don't know which way to move. Ugh, I need an advisor.

Crack cocaine has taken over Nabal's life. Yet I'm in a state where that's really not good enough for a divorce where I'd get my house back. But I could lose it because of his drug use...

I've worked my ass off and finally am clearing debt incurred with replacing my car, and appliance upkeep. Putting some away. I'll probably plunge back into debt this summer fixing up our trashed rental so it can be sold. Pay off his tax debt, then use the rest to divorce him. Somehow I don't see that as a happening smoothly.

He really is the luckiest man alive. For almost a year he's been driving his truck without any tags or inspection, insurance, and now suspended license. Luckily, I think he doesn't have money to go up to our rental. His crack buddies have been begging him to let them stay there- for free...! Thank God it's west of hell, and gas money isn't his priority.

Crack addicts are:

Crack addicts, more commonly known as crack heads are like roaches, or other such vermin. Once you see one- you know there are more lurking, and they'll multiply quickly. Once infested, they are hell to get rid of. Now how to exterminate them?! I swear I'd turn the electric off for a week if I could figure how that wouldn't completely destroy everything.

And here's f#$*ing nerve- just one day after I disconnected the internet (which hadn't worked in a while) Nabal asked how 'we' could get internet...His friends living in the garage also wanted to know! I told him, when they decided to purchase some- haven't heard about it since. Flat ass broke 5 months now... They're bumming cigs and beer. People are hounding them for $20 borrowed.