Another Late Night

Another 3 a.m. wake-up... They get old quick.

Monday? Tuesday?

Why does an inebriated Nabal think anyone would want to be awakened out of a sounds sleep at 3 a.m. just to hear drunken babbling?

He was passed out out when I came in. (I drive slow) He awoke drunk and wandered downstairs. Got no further than the far 'L' of the couch. Then began whining for me to take his shoes off... I just kept quiet. Then complained he hadn't eaten all day. (A favorite statement of his for years. True or not.) Then wandered back upstairs and passed out again.

There is something written about abusive types knowing that waking people, breaking sleep, helps them wear their targets down. Helps to mentally weaken a person.

I'm so over all of this. Counseling for me this week. See if I can get my mind back working, and move things along. I realized that after I saw the lawyer, my mind became...not unsettled, but flitting again. Like when I first emerged from the fog. I knew I needed help. Fingers crossed, I'll get that help I need. I can't fail me now...I'm all I have.