Sunday

Nabal tried to call me out today... I left church after a fellowship meal, stopped by the store for canned catfood. As I turned into the lot I caught sight of Nabal, as he drives my old car most now. I parked than realized I left my phone and bible on the counter, I help with food. Went back got everything, went back, parked in the same space. Got my stuff together and looked up and there was Nabal. I knew he was "checking up" on me. He's trying to intimidate. I get out and he just says, "What are you getting?" I know what he's doing and didn't even want to answer. "Cat food." I answered. Nabal: "I called you, you came in here a long time ago. I saw you." He spit it out like a lawyer trapping a lying witness under oath. I told him about just returning because of the forgotten phone, wallet, bible. He said o, and left. Yes, he called, tried to call me out... Came back to check up because I didn't answer his call... So he's decided we have to go on some date. Go to a movie. I've told him no. If it hasn't happened in almost 20 years it's too late now. He comes down stairs and through the door yells a time. Says I have to go to the movies with him. I yelled back no. Mandated dates. Trying to throw the husband weight. I don't see me getting away ever. Whatever, it's all about control and that's what he's losing. He evidently thinks I 'need' someone to love me... He doesn't have a clue how past any feelings I am, I am in survival mode.