Sunday

Just a bad week, but good for work. Bad storm knocked the power out for just short of a day. In that day Nabal did come thru with a generator for the fridge. The kitchen sink has been backing up no matter what I did. When we first got here the pipe downstairs had to be cut and the line cleaned. I got home from work and he had the kitchen dismantled. I knew it wasn't going to be fine because he was drinking. The clean out is in the Laundry room, in the basement. That was torn up... There is a godawful black stain on the white wall where the pipe is. He didn't move all the clothes. Pulled the clothesline down. (by accident) had tools laid on clothes an had used a white skirt to wipe his hands. The last time he and his brother worked in the laundry room he worked over clothes and destroyed some of our food clothes. He never gives warning so I can move things around. Well, he didn't finish. Toda, round two... Went to the hardware store at least 6 times. almost had it all finished when he cut the water line... Went back to the store, which was probably closed. The whole house is now cut off. Yes, 3 people and no running water. Now, tomorrow they will be working on the sewers. Yeah... No water. No sewer. It will only be Monday... That makes 3 weeks? With only 2-3 sober days. My daughter said today that I don't do friends. She is probably right. I'm not good company. I've reached a point where alone is preferred. Hard to have friends when Nabal finds something wrong with everyone. Hard to find friends when I can't seem to stop myself when I get around grown ups to talk to. Jars to find friends when I just don't get into the conversations most women talk about. I guess I'm a confirmed loner. I use to make friends pretty easily, maybe I've just given up...