Friday, June 15, 2012

Friday

So Nabal comes in at 12:30. Stinking drunk, grinning with a bag full of fish. He asks what should he do with them. Refrigerator... He grins and says noo, you dry them! He thought I was frying fish this time of night... Showed him dinner and started downstairs. He called me back and again says noo then points to my old bedroom with a lecherous grin. My turn! Noooooo! I think today I got why he's always telling me, "No one else loves you as much as I do. No one." Is he maybe implying I'm unlovable? If I am oh well. If what he offers is what love is...I'll pass. Today I remembered 2 Christmases ago. Christmas morning- kids unwrapping presents, me trying for them to be pleasent and present. Nabal's phone rings I could see it was Isela. He rushes off to the bedroom and shuts the door. I could hear him, laughing ang giggling with her. Couldn't take it I went in and laid him out, I'm sure she could hear. Told him he needed to get off the phone and come at least pretend he had a family for the kids. He could talk to the bitch later. Also that she should probably go celebrate Christmas with her husband and daughter and likewise pretend. I was damned if I was going to let him ruin Christmas for my kids. He didn't say a word. I went out the room and shut the door behind me. A few seconds later he walked out smiling like a kid just got caught at something never said a word about it, never tried to deny it or anything. I'm guessing she forgot about the 2 hour time difference and figured we would all be asleep after a night of Christmas eve partying Mexican style. For once I didn't bite my tongue... Felt pretty good!

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