Sunday

He's asking can we go to dinner alone... Beating a dead horse. He's minimizing anything he did in the past years. Now it's his hard time, just a little drinking in which time he never was anything but loving. My fault for being 'angry' and non communicative...

A saying has been going around Facebook: "A relationship without TRUST is like a car without gas, you can stay in it all you want, but it won't go anywhere." A friend commented: "Not true! If you push it it'll go down..." That my friends is what Nabal is doing! And we are slipping fast!

Heard our boy talking to a friend after his game yesterday. "When my dad used to come to games all he wanted to see was me make a goal." (he plays defense and is a monster at it.) "When I tried to tell him I'm defense he would tell me to run past everyone and just take the ball and make a goal. I'd tell him that everyone had positions and he would say, 'Don't listen to the coaches. They don't know what they are talking about.' " Isn't Nabal great? Never happy, always wants something more. He gives the feeling that whatever you are doing you could do better if you only tried or would be smarter. Yet always walks around talking about how people don't think he's good enough. Probably because he's so critical himself of everyone else he figures everyone else is of him. That or it's just a game so he can keep everyone feeling small. Always made the kid think he needed to be better to play so he never tried out for bigger teams. Thought we were lying to him, being nice, funny, and thought Nabal was speaking the truth.