Friday, January 28, 2011
Friday
So I guess I should be happy... Nabal seems to be turning over a new leaf. But other times I have found out that it is just an up front lie to cover his other doings. What burns me the most is that all the time he is asking, "Why does it always seem like you are mad?" Still trying to pretend that nothing happened. He always laughs, as id he were talking to a petulant child. Trying to wipe the slate blank and pretend. I can't. I owe it to myself and to the kids. Almost done school and will be working. I won't be slightly happy until I am making enough to float the entire house and pay the debt off. I won't be happy until the next time Nabal says he's leaving I won't have to be scared, but go get him a bag and start packing. I will be so happy to see the back of all the drinking, the womanizing, the lies, the putdowns and the feeling like I don't know what is real. Nabal has a new pastor coming and he is back to being Mr. Church. But he still has the same weird doctrine of doing what you want to as long as you go to church. I know what I see, but I dot believe what I see. I think he is out of money and as soon as he gets more in his hot little hand he will be off and running again. This time though, he can keep going. He actually said to me that maybe 'we' had been trying to keep up with the 'Joneses' and that's where the money went. I don't even know where the money went. I had money in savings and he had a fit because he wanted to see his money. He wanted it all in his non-interest checking account. He ran out of money constantly and took my inheritance money and never paid it back. He promised he would. He lived like the boom was never going to end. I'm wondering did he smoke it up? Did he not charge enough for his jobs? I know where $7000 went. He was giving it to a family of grifters. He was strutting around thinking he was going to get over on them and almost gave them $10,000 until I told him I wouldn't write another check. We all tried to warn him. He told us we knew nothing about business. Now we owe everybody. I just want to pay everyone off, let him save his money and send him off with his pockets full so he will leave me the hell alone.
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