Wednesday

He is drinking something that smells just like vanilla, or he is using something to kill the weed smoke smell.

Last night he was so weird. He comes in and asks if I ever thought of gathering a lot of people together and making them do what you want. You know like if they don't have papers. I truly believe he had a conversation in his head and I came in on the middle of it. I told him I had no idea what he was talking about. He looks up and smiles like I'm slow. Then says like make food and sell it from carts or planting things and selling them. "You know lead people. If you are a good leader people will follow. It's good for both of you." I still was lost. I was wondering at first is he was trying to stick his nose in my business, which he knows nothing about. This is the problem we have right now. His workers all these years have been illegals and how do you account for their pay. I hate it! So I told him that people who work farms have visas. Then he goes on about having land with a lot of little houses where they could live. Can you say plantation? After he went on for a while I told him that if that was his idea he was welcomed to it and carrying it out. He looks at me and says, "You don't want to be my friend anymore?" Where the hell did that come from? Is he 10? He's trying to play the poor little boy now. No one likes me, no one wants to be my friend because they won't play my game. It was all his opening to try to make me feel bad and pull me in. He dropped the conversation about his 'idea' and started zeroing in on his 'wants'. In mid sentence he passed out. Lucky me! Trouble is I'm never sure what he remembers and what he doesn't.

Did I mention that for the last 3-4 weeks he has some sort of brown patchy rash that itches when he puts aloe on it. But that does make it go away some. He tried to say it was flea bites, but these are large brown patches only on his legs. On close inspection there are red pin points in them. Looking it up it could be a sign of liver damage. I told him to go to the doctors. He has never had anything like this before. Of course he refuses to go see about it.