A difficult day. This is the third sick animal I've had to put down this year. And here is how the game is played. Found out later Nabal already knew from our girl that I had to put Gorgeous down. He was a street cat that had feline leukemia and kitty AIDS. It was time. Nabal kept telling me to take him to the vet, but that takes money. Nabal asks, "So, where's the cat?" Me: I took him to the vets. Nabal: So where is he? Me: I had him put to sleep. Nabal: Why you do that? (Now realize this cat hadn't eaten or drank in about 2 days. It's very difficult for me to put an animal down. Plus I have no support. Can you see the game unfold?) Me: It would have been over $500 to get him back to health, maybe. Our other pets need their shots and trust me it was time. Nabal: Well, you need to take care of the animals and keep them healthy. (That was it!) Me: You don't think I kept them healthy? That cat was slated for put down 2-3 years ago with what he had. I've kept him healthy all this time. Tiger (a cat that found us) I kept healthy with diabetis for years until a insulinoma made it impossible todo anything else. I did keep them healthy and you aren't gonna tell me different! Nabal: Oh, I wasn't saying that you didn't. You just need to keep the ones we have healthy now. Don't let them get sick. (mealy mouth bastard...)
So if you couldn't tell he was drinking and trying to make me feel bad. I had already realized earlier in the day that I really get no support. Our girl went with me, but I had her leave before he was put to sleep. He's such a back handed accuser. Then comes and tries to kiss me like we are now after a more than a year going to be romantic. I think he tries to catch me at down or up moments hoping my guard is down... I really need some self confidence so I can dig out of this hole faster.
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