Surreal

Nabal: With the kids gone, when are we going to go do things as a couple? (Slurring drunken half English)

Do you imagine we're some normal couple? And not an an old woman with an alcoholic, cheating husband who asked for a divorce, and when I agreed changed you mind and told me I'd never be allowed to leave? Who when you said you'd never done anything wrong in our marriage, I asked what if I'd have done everything you've done. Your answer- I'd have killed you.

So why should I accept what you do? You didn't kill me, so we're together forever.

Yeah, I want to go places with you... I just don't see me getting out of this alive unless he keels over from some alcohol related issue.

Rearranging life again- new course of study to compliment my profession. I'm trying to live, really I am.