Thursday

Well... Nabal has been drunk every evening for 2 weeks straight. Church is out again. He's been a pleasent enough drunk, as opposed to his behavior of one year ago. Now he's just lewd and pitiful. He was talking last week about beating up his new worker. Why? Because the guy does what his wife wants, not what Nabal wants. I told him to find someone else. It is a little crazy the way those folks are, but they are adults and you can't make someone act the way you want them to. Work is picking up nicely for me and I truly look forward to working my butt off to get out of here. I think I'll have to be here another 2 years, but they don't have to be spent with him. It's a little scary having to stay, but my girl has those to finish here. She has a learning disability and does very well at her school. I don't have the heart to move her. Maybe the 5 year plan will be on time yet... There are a few things that will more than likely not be options by then...but what can be done? Nothing. Vanity, all in life really is vanity. Some things should never have been and some will never be again. A sad little life really. Maybe the next half will be better.